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May 05

Uncertainty

Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday it's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart,

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
Whats inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know

Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time

When will my reflection show
Who I am inside

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time

When will my reflection show
who I am inside
April 28

It's not easy to be m3

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird

I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up and away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Yeah, inside of me


I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy to be me

April 14

焦虑

这块园地,既熟悉又陌生。
有道是“死性难改”,我还是那么善于掩藏自己,孩提时的梦魇所带来的影响,我使劲地甩开,仍挥之不去。
是,我嫌恶自己的怯懦。
一个人,真的很累。
大学,我想放弃,
有时候让自己没有后路可走,人才会义无反顾,勇往直前,成就出乎预料的自己。
没想到,我居然能在一个小城市认识到不一样的自己。
你好,初次见面,请多指教!
 
June 10

处世之道~

    “唯天地之无穷兮,哀人生之长勤。往者余无弗及兮,来者吾不闻...”
                                                                                           ——屈原《远游》 
     一个人,不应该让未来牵挂而焦虑企盼,也不该在对往事的反悔惋惜中不能自拔,而该时刻提醒自己,唯有现在才是实在确定的,未来总是无一例外地使我们的希望落空,过去也常和我们曾预料的相去甚远。应记得,无论未来还是过去,都和我们想像的不同,且不及我们的想像。
 
     当今的社会意识,或说一般人的普遍心理,我们都要一大多数人的是非观为依归:清楚什么什么是可被接受的,什么是禁忌。在这样的环境里,我们受教育的目的不在认识自我,而在学习适应这个社会。凡是不同于大多数人而与社会文化格格不入的,便注定要失败和痛苦。
 
     我们的社会缺乏对失败者的包容与思索,对“失败者”的定义过渡刻板与单一,换言之,我们的社会没能有足够的深度去接纳人的全部。
 
 
 
 
 
June 03

为什么~

我可以锁住笔  为什麽
却锁不住爱和忧伤

在漫长的一生里  为什麽
欢乐总是乍现就凋落


走得最急的都是最美的时光

 

~幸福·快乐~

May 26

抉择~

假如我来世上一遭
只为与你相聚一次
只为了亿万光年里的那一刹那
一刹那里所有的甜蜜与悲凄

那麽 就让一切该发生的
都在瞬间出现吧
我俯首感谢所有星球的相助
让我与你相遇
与你别离
完成了上帝所作的一首诗
然後 再缓缓地老去
~幸福·快乐~
May 14

疯狂世界~

阿伟的梦魇随着今日毕业典礼的结束也宣告终结,昨晚紧张到睡不着,彻夜辗转难眠,
影响今天的外形,没有什么帅到...哈哈!38的阿伟~
 
今天在台上站了将近3小时,双腿冒出了很多lemon汁,天气又那么“好”,
还要披上厚重的大衣,嘴是念稿,没错啦,但满腹怨言...
以后这种苦差事,敬而远之为好...
折磨阿伟近一个月,wat the hell~ -_-
 
开心的是今天看到了嘉欣、老豆、乌龟、燕燕、佳文一群人,看到他们,阿伟似乎又显得孩子气了些。你们都还好吧?全都毕业、就业了,剩下阿伟,但我不孤单,因为你们都回来了,就在新山。
 
扰人的事情接踵而至,没能有半刻停歇……被搁置一旁的功课、新闻稿!
06-B还没交表格的人hor...下星期再不交,阿伟就咬你们!阿伟的兔子牙蛮大的咯...先发出警告。
 
今天好像是马威力饼的生日咧,生日快乐喔!
HappY BiRthDaY!
 
~幸福·快乐~
 
 
 
 
 
 
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